I thought about you in the wind, the other night You must've felt it You say to let it go, you oughta know I couldn't help it Ooh, you know I'd rather love a lie than say goodbye You ****ing selfish After all I dealt with Then you wanna run 'round Tell everyone town Go and get gunned down Till you get none now If I don't call the ****ing drug dealer tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? I may tell it to the drugs I won't tell it to the judge Or my family and friends I might turn to the preacher, man I guess it all depends Tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? When only you will do When only you will do Don't let me catch you by they side With loving eyes 'Cause I get jealous I need to let it go, I ****ing know I just can't help it Ooh, you know I'd rather ****ing die Than say goodbye Just go to hell bitch After all I've dealt with Then you wanna go out They talking about Shit they don't know about Till I get thrown out If I don't call the ****ing drug dealer tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? I may tell it to the drugs I won't tell it to the judge Or my family and friends I might turn to the preacher, man I guess it all depends Tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? When only you will do When only you will do You say you was down to ride You ****ing lied, like I expected I can see it in your eyes Feel like the vibe is disconnected Ooh, you get high and fantasize About a life of living reckless But I'd rather be ****ing blind Than set my eyes in your direction So tell me how you feel about it Bullshit, swear I'd rather never be around it Love lost in the same damn place I found it Whole lotta Mary Jane got my vision cloudy I could never be alone when these drugs around me If I don't call the drug dealer who I turn to? Play it cool then they turn around and burn you Kush got me in my feelings, I just burned two All I do is make a call He gone come through If I don't call the ****ing drug dealer tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? I may tell it to the drugs I won't tell it to the judge Or my family and friends I might turn to the preacher, man I guess it all depends Tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? When only you will do When only you will do If I don't call the ****ing drug dealer tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? I may tell it to the drugs I won't tell it to the judge Or my family and friends I might turn to the preacher, man I guess it all depends Tell me Who do I, who do I turn to? When only you will do When only you will do It's awfully simple trying to love you all alone It's simply awful trying to call your love my own I just can't chase you down