draw the shades and close my eyes I never want to see again I found the cost of courage high Sometimes hard to pay I hear the songs the sirens sing Calling on the shore for me So sell your soul and try to fly The tether still remains And all the finer things they laid upon my table Smiled as thier hooks were slowly sinking in Another pill i'm to consume To make me leran to fell again Is followed by another one To make me loose the same God if i could recognize The things to make me whole again And draw this air into my lungs Remember how to breathe For as the curtain rose i danced as i was able Felt my deception slowly sinking in And so i turn to you my love For the solace that is there And offer any cherished thing For a slight reprieve I hoped that you might find me here And i could learn to smile again And as a balm for these wounds Take away the sting And as the band did play your body i did cradle I should have known that song would have to end