The past is a grotesque animal And in it's eyes you see How completely wrong you can be How completely wrong you can be The sun is out It melts the snow that fell yesterday Makes you wonder Why it bothered Makes you wonder It's so embarassing to Need someone like i do you How can i explain I need you here And not here too How can i explain I need you here And not here too I'm flunking out I'm flunking out I'm gone i'm just gone But at least i author My own disaster At least i author My own disaster Performance breakdown And i don't wanna hear it I'm just not available Things could be different But they're not Things could be different But they're not The mousey girl screams Violence violence The mousey girl screams Violence violence She gets hysterical Cause they're both so mean And it's my favorite scene And none of our Secrets are physical None of our secrets Are physical None of our secrets Are physical now