The sacrifice must be for
Some  deity  babe I
Just can't get hard for reality
At least not mine
Your love charity is like
An immortal bleeding beast and here

Is it to motivate my heart to function

This age is a bitch that burns our dreams so

Can only turn away

I wonder can I produce some of heat
To keep our experiment in our heart

I told you I could I couldn't cope
Seeing the disappointment in your eyes

Oh Nina  how can I defend myself against this world
That batters me like a retarding cartoon
It's too soon for salvation but that word is just a joke

Oh Nina  my whole system is chaos
I'm desperate for something but there's no human word for it

I should be happy but
What I feel is corrupted  broken  impotent and insane

Oh Nina  I have become so hateful

How am I ever going to survive this winter

I can think of nothing but getting my revenge
Make those f**kers pray  not going to happen

And it's eating a hole in me

Eating a hole in me

It's eating a hole
Eating a hole

Eating a hole in me

In our heart and see each suffering repeat

Our soul concession to find dimension

I've inherited spiritual sanctions

For some old ancestral crime

It was committed long ago
But the punishment's absolved all down the family line

Everyone's so unstable on my mother's side

And emotionally barren on my father's side

But tell me how can I attempt to atone
For somebody else willful ignorance