[00:03.43]Yeah [00:07.24]Let me get right [00:14.85]Muh'f**kers poppin at me [00:16.41]Baby mama say I can't be the pappy [00:18.57]All this propaganda with my family [00:20.09]E'rything I got wasn't hand to me [00:23.71]Had to hit the block [00:24.30]So gradually became the man I be (be be) [00:27.45]Sorry that my pop wasn't a man to me [00:29.89]Had to opt for different [00:31.05]Boyfriends my mammy handed me [00:32.95]Performin mammograms on her while I play Atari [00:35.88]Scarred me horribly horribly [00:37.52]Lock that thought out [00:40.56]But at times I lose perspective [00:42.44]No disrespect but I was forced to think reckless [00:45.36]In and out of courts for usin illegal methods [00:47.80]Guess them poor choices left us disconnected [00:52.10]The one who points the finger [00:53.30]Got four for pointin back [00:55.59]Nothin can come between us [00:56.65]I'm hopin you knowin that [00:58.34]And if I let you down [00:59.43]Can't keep holdin it on my back [01:02.08]I gotta stay focused [01:02.71]Where my sanity's at sanity's at [01:05.83]Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek [01:08.39]Can't let these people spill my drink [01:11.45]I'ma mob like a boss 'til [01:12.91]I'm off in my casket's reach [01:15.19]Won't let these niggaz spill my drink [01:17.68]I'm ridin through the city [01:18.92]Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync [01:21.80]Can't let these niggaz spill my drink [01:24.05]To my niggaz gettin money still hungry [01:26.10]Tryin to stay on your feet [01:27.92]Don't let these niggaz spill yo' drink(drink drink) [01:31.35]E'rybody lookin at me [01:32.72]Like the boy lookin scraggly [01:34.60]Since he ain't with Shady like [01:35.84]E'rything collapsed behind me [01:37.59]A contract don't define me [01:39.46]It just reminds me that [01:41.56]I'm givin up my paper to sign me [01:43.89]And with the dismay of my record release delay I [01:47.08]See who was close [01:48.58]Somehow they slipped away now [01:50.32]Price to pay when you ball then get on your A I [01:53.69]Crossover was cold now O's under the radar [01:56.75]To e'rything I cherish gotta be re-established [01:59.99]All cause the marriage didn't succeed it perished [02:03.42]The characters I used to feed all vanished [02:06.29]Left me on my knees bleedin with no bandages [02:09.48]No gauze when I fall but even through it all [02:13.84]I handled this way to ball mechanics is [02:15.97]Kept at a hundred them other niggaz is amateurs [02:19.21]Guess that's the law of averages - eww [02:22.46]Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek [02:25.33]Can't let these people spill my drink [02:27.88]I'ma mob like a boss 'til [02:29.55]I'm off in my casket's reach [02:32.13]Won't let these niggaz spill my drink [02:34.44]I'm ridin through the city [02:35.58]Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync [02:37.99]Can't let these niggaz spill my drink [02:40.74]To my niggaz gettin money still hungry [02:42.98]Tryin to stay on your feet [02:44.61]Don't let these niggaz spill yo' drink (drink drink) [02:48.04]So even when you're dreamin [02:49.17]And I'm intervenin demons [02:51.16]Get to workin on your inner bein [02:52.74]Let 'em know you see 'em [02:54.90]When the G that's within got ya infra-red schemin [02:57.53]Keep me in your head instead [02:59.13]You don't need to bleed 'em [03:00.97]Cause a boat with no anchor is [03:02.36]A boat that's gon' sail [03:04.39]You don't even need them folks all's well [03:07.38]May they all burn in hell [03:08.84]Cause when all else fails [03:10.82]You the truth your blue glass won't spill [03:13.62]Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek [03:16.68]Can't let these people spill my drink [03:19.12]I'ma mob like a boss 'til [03:20.73]I'm off in my casket's reach [03:23.36]Won't let these niggaz spill my drink [03:25.73]I'm ridin through the city [03:26.82]Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync [03:29.66]Can't let these niggaz spill my drink [03:31.91]To my niggaz gettin money still hungry [03:33.93]Tryin to stay on your feet [03:35.84]Don't let these niggaz spill yo' drink (drink drink)