[00:00.000] 作词 : Jens Lekman [00:00.372] 作曲 : Jens Lekman [00:00.744]October 27th, 2018 [00:04.637]I'm writing you one last time Annika Norlin [00:08.398]It was nice to see you that morning at the station [00:13.414]I'm sure you were a warrior in a previous incarnation [00:17.750]Me, I must've been a rabbit or an ostrich [00:21.564]Or a pile of trembling leaves sown together with cross stitch [00:26.344]My anxiety has been holding me hostage [00:30.733]I've developed this problem with a really tough itch [00:35.226]I went to the clinic to get a prescription [00:39.667]Cried a little in front of the physician [00:43.925]Ointments and sedatives and antibiotics [00:48.183]Went home with a bag full of legal ********* [00:52.624]The best is the sedatives, they work well but softly [00:56.699]I don't scratch myself in sleep, I pass out like a baby [01:01.348]When I wake up I'm rested, l'm calm and happy [01:05.711]The only bad thing is the strange dreams that haunt me [01:10.100]I'm deep in the woods, in a village with tipi's [01:14.331]The branches from old oak trees hang heavy [01:18.877]A woman carrying a baby greets me says she's glad that I came, she's been trying to reach me [01:27.471]She shows me around, the villagers are happy [01:31.886]they give me some wine and flowers to greet me [01:35.830]their society's based on a loose form of anarchy [01:40.558]they've dealt with the climate ,injustice and patriarchy [01:44.477]Cause this is the future I can tell from their technology [01:49.335]But they use it for good and they use it so sparsely [01:53.672]They are not but slaves under their own machinery [01:58.086]The cogwheels turn only when they think it's necessary [02:02.266]And the woman grabs my arm and she looks me in the eye [02:06.707]She's contacted me cause she's worried about our time [02:11.200]This future is oniy one of many lines [02:15.536]That we can potentially walk down [02:19.220]you and I [02:23.869]When I wake up I giggle cause it seems kinda cringey [02:28.597]I think about their village, what abunch of ****ing hippies [02:32.934]This must be because I read that book by Marge Piercy [02:37.348]Where some people from the future make contact with Connie [02:41.737]A woman in a mental institution in the seventies [02:45.995]and show her their world that's one of many possibilities [02:50.384]And instill in her the hope to fight for humanity [02:54.824]I loved that book, but as a document of history [02:59.108]Cause now it seems strange to hope for anything at all [03:03.497]When every step forward seems infinitely small [03:07.729]Save the polar caps from melting by recycling milkbuttles [03:12.013]While the CEO's are flying their pets to skilodges [03:16.663]How vulnerable it is when someone says what they want [03:20.895]Instead of just saying what they don't want [03:25.309]How easy it is to laugh at someone's utopia [03:29.620]after decades of being spoonfed dystopia [03:35.732]I rub my cortison ointment on my eczema [03:40.617]I take my sedatives and crawl up to the heater [03:44.875]Keep treating the outside, ignoring the inside [03:49.133]Keep treating the symptoms, not the root of the problems [03:53.731]And in my next dream the woman's back again [03:58.328]This time she's shouting cause her signal is fading [04:02.116]I wake up sweating, my skin is itching [04:06.713]I put some ice on it and sit down in the kitchen [04:11.128]And outside the leaves are slowly falling [04:15.229]Over pigeons, buildings, CEO's and children [04:19.931]I'm gripped by a love for this world that we live in [04:24.242]And I think about a quote from Ursula Le Guin: [04:27.951]"We live in capitalism. Its power seems inescapable. [04:33.045]So did the divine right of kings. [04:37.355]Any human power can be resisted and changed by human beings" [04:45.584]There's a dying Iight in the distance that beckons [04:50.416]As the clocks are rapidly running out of seconds [04:54.883]This is where I get off I reckon [04:58.906]Take care of yourself, your friend [05:01.414]Jens Lekman