作曲 : Christopher Douglas Youngblood/Armond Arabshahi I know She hates my friends, so I had to let them go I know She hates my clothes, so I had to trade them all I know I'm not myself, it's true Just like the water in the desert, I am an Illusion Illusion The mask I made starting to crack Never could last, nothing is forever My life spiraling out of control Back to square one, **** it I surrender I know I'm uncomfortable with things, that I don't know I know I hide from myself, oh she told me so I was afraid you'd leave, me lonely Just like the sunset over water, I'm an Illusion Illusion The mask I made is starting to crack Never could last, nothing is forever My life spiraling out of control Back to square one, **** it I surrender But, now, that you're gone My reality was good enough You may have left a mark on me A reminder I'm not an Illusion Illusion The mask I made is starting to crack Never could last, nothing is forever My life spiraling out of control Back to square one, **** it I surrender