作词 : 宁大人
 作曲 : 宁大人
I'm so sorry that I never got to see you graduate
And I'm so sorry for putting you though all of this pain
And I'm sorry that I never got to say goodbye,Just know that I tried
Look after your mother boy she gave you life
And she gave me the greatest gift of all, and I thank her for that, despite her flaws
And don't forget about aunt Mandy too
Know that that woman would die for you, take a bullet for you, she got ride for you
And don't forget about your baby sister too
I'm so sorry that I won't be there for my grandkids
Tell them stories about me boy  Boy，
Tell them how I was a cop and I got shot boy  Boy，
Tell them how I sacrificed my own life boy  Boy，
Tell them how I stood up for the truth, little boy tell them
If I could turn back time I'd do it again
I'd write the same names with the same pen
Because these ************* don't deserve a second chance, they got to answer for their sins
Even if I have to eat the same bullet on the same farm I'll die again
Because I'm not scared of death, you know me better than that
How dare you stand there and question that
You're supposed to be stronger than that boy  Boy
I don't want to catch you crying behind my back boy  Boy
Don't you drop a tear boy ,don't you dare
Just know that I loved you until the end
I wish I had a different choice but I didn't
So I put the pistol in my mouth and pulled the trigger
Do you believe it?
Does your mom believe it?
Does Brooks believe it?  Brooks
Do anyone of you believe I lost a fight to my demons?
Ah forget about it, I don't want to be caught up in my feelings
After all, what's done is done
This is my goodbye to you and Brooklyn son
So goodbye for now until we meet again, you're a soldier
I'm sorry that I left you to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders boy  Boy
But if you ever feel like you can't stand up straight and your backs about to break boy
Take a minute lift your head up, look into the clouds boy, I be smiling
Because you make me proud
You grew up so fast, you don't need me around, I be smiling
And baby girl you make me so proud I be smiling
I just wish we got to spend more time together
But then again nothing lasts forever
Just know I love you Brooks  Brooks