Completely lost In dark, surrounded A wasted life's attempt at innocence I always longed to see you blinded Inspired thoughts, the darkest complement It was given, but it did not last Always hidden, drowning in your past All aloud – just let it all dissolve Ending – forced into the ground All aloud – just let it all dissolve Pending – let it come to pass The shards of glass, as always, found along the wall The broken window always letting in the heavy air Search for where the truth turned into lies Sensing where the trust turned into fear Cling to failing thoughts Answers never found Taking in too much, taking gasps of air Try to hold your breath, listen to the sound It is getting close There is no need to care Focus on your pain, let it grow inside Slow down, make no haste to stop You know it is drawing closer You are left with no desire To behold what you can not see Lift your head, roll your eyes back Focus on your pain, let it grow inside Slow down, make no haste to stop Focus on your pain, let it grow inside End all, holding in your breath Focus on your pain, let it grow inside Falter, finally exhale You know it is drawing closer You are left with no desire Fading hope, no will remain Can you make it show and make it seem to matter? Giving – you know it is all your shadow Captive – you know it is all for them to see Send your message You know it is drawing closer Follow as if your eyes were open