[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ellen Kempner [00:02.47]I'm sor— [00:06.18]I'm sorry that you've come to me [00:07.97]In dreams like it's the only way [00:10.12]That you can find to talk to me [00:13.22]When I saw you last [00:15.43]We were fraying at the edges [00:17.90]I never patch **** up [00:19.95]And now we're a mound [00:28.56]Thought I saw you wearing boots [00:30.46]But knew it wasn't really you [00:32.48]Because you wear [00:33.35]Sneakers in the winter [00:35.68]Your queerness was a shiver [00:38.01]Slush seeping in your soles [00:40.08]Now your feet are wet [00:41.79]And I can't wring you out [00:50.46]And, oh, I'm sorry that you had to see that [00:59.06]I'm sorry that you had to see me like that [01:09.40]Chest of frenzy when I saw you [01:11.46]Working my old summer job [01:13.06]It singed a nerve [01:14.51]I thought was lost [01:16.63]Here I was measuring my scars [01:19.46]Envisioning yours twice as long [01:21.70]Your skin is smooth and shining like [01:23.62]My street when it rains [01:31.86]Thought I saw your feet were bare [01:33.78]But knew you weren't really there [01:35.83]Because you wear sneakers [01:37.03]By the seaside [01:38.90]Your silence was a nuisance [01:41.63]And sticking to my socks [01:43.49]Now my floors are filthy [01:46.00]I can't rinse them off [01:53.47]And oh I'm sorry that you had to see that [02:02.32]I'm sorry that you had to see me like that