it's such a miracle
 the silence in my head
 let me raise my bottle
 to my lips, to my brain
 take away the riffle
 i've bought it just in case
 i've been unlovable
 to family and friends
 to you
 to me
 from hope
 to death
 or at least pain

 it's been a miracle
 the silence in my head
 it's been so magical
 no riot in my brain
 bring me back the riffle
 i've bought it for this case
 i'm so unlovable
 to family and friends
 to you
 to me
 from hope
 to death
 or at least pain

 like a noisy machine
 an unhealthy routine
 it reminds me i'm always down
 like a tsarist regime
 a shy and moody teen
 it reminds me i'm always down
 tell me i'm on the mend
 and bring me back to healer
 i know i'm on the mend