Dove off of the deep end
Told myself wouldn’t do this again
You used tell me that we’d never end
I understand now that it just depends
No I can’t depend
On his ass for anything
Played me as if I was just a thing
When I’m callin you just let it ring
No I can’t lie this **** makin me think
Boy do you remember actin like a fool
Don’t even try to tell me that ain’t true
I’m Mad at me for fallin for you
Cuz I’m the one that I got to lose
I hate not having somethin to look forward to
I hate not waking up to you
I cry myself to sleep at night my eyes shut tight can barely move this not what love supposed to do
And I know you know that it ain’t right this **** got me dyin inside
Real talk I think I wanna die tonight
Put me through hell now I can’t see the light
Shouldnt of looked past all the ****** lies
I Coulda sworn that you were real damn what went through my mind
If you hit me up to patch it up I’d probably take the risk baby I would baby I would
N I already know it’s not forsure mind sayin no hearts sayin shouldn’t I really shouldn’t
Just promise me it’s gon be different
For just this once need you to listen
Need you to stay please don’t go dippin
You don’t know what the **** you did to me quit tellin me I’m trippin
Dove off of the deep end
Told myself wouldn’t do this again
You used tell me that we’d never end
I understand now that it just depends
No I can’t depend
On his ass for anything
Played me as if I was just a thing
When I’m callin you just let it ring
No I can’t lie this **** makin me think
The walls kept talkin to me closin in can’t find no way out
Had to keep my chin up without speakin  had my mouth shut
I was never one to ask for nothin just keepin it real I stayed down
Through all the ****** up situations you put me in I want out
I’m Blessed that I could never settle but I regret my second guesses
I’m never comin back to you n you ain’t even gotta clue the effects of all the **** you do n I’m left to pick up all of the pieces knowin I didn’t deserve that kinda treatment nah
Hope you never try to speak to me again
Go back n forth not tryna make that **** a trend
You got me mad as **** and now I’m seein red all alone in this bed it’s gonna be hard gettin used to this
Dove off of the deep end
Told myself wouldn’t do this again
You used tell me that we’d never end
I understand now that it just depends
No I can’t depend
On his ass for anything
Played me as if I was just a thing
When I’m callin you just let it ring
No I can’t lie this **** makin me think