Confused desires since my teenage years 
I'm the same homo my family fears 
For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing 
My behind closed doors fantasies going on 
And I feel wrong 
Forgive me father for 
I have sinned 
I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that 
I undress 
Once a day 
I think about killing myself 
I can't carry on 
I must be strong even though it hurts as 
I sing this song 
That I feel wrong 
And I feel wrong 
God it's only love, it's only love 
God how long will this go on? 
God for how long will 
I feel wrong? 
And I feel wrong 
And I feel wrong 
I feel wrong 
And I feel wrong