i slept for eight hours and woke up tired thought about my desires that i'm too nervous to try i looked in the mirror, some blemishes i can't hide i drank a cold glass of water but it didn't satisfy spent i earned an extra hundred dollars there's nothing i wanna buy i could do twenty pushups if i was willing to try so i went and got my car back there's a new noise this time i drank a cold glass of water but it didn't satisfy spent and my sleeping clothes make it through the day sweatpants and a shirt in different shades of gray i've spent like ten bucks on my _ walk around like a bag looking for a punch the weeks fly by and my only prize is slowly watching my _ spent