You killed him too in search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch him too In search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch You're running circles in a sweat of fear You've been spinning for years with your vain ideas The mirror tells you all need to know But you can't bear to look in You say you believe in the acts that you practice But somehow you had to stop It's not important; what's important to you any more You killed him too in search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch him too In search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch You are a forward thinking, a modernizer in your own mind You are a visionary, the world owes a debt to you You say you believe in your loving forgiveness But where was your mercy today? It's not important what your reasons were any more You killed him too in search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch him too In search for something beautiful You let yourself go And killed him cos it's beautiful to watch In all that you did, where was the reason? Could reason disarm you? Or would it alarm you?