作词 : Ryan Caraveo/Teal Douville
 作曲 : Ryan Caraveo/Teal Douville
I’m always singing bout my fickle feelings
Cause there ain’t no antidote
Laying here in silence
Cause I cannot find the damn remote
Even if I found it
I would probably just flip flip and flip
In the midst of August getting started
On my Christmas list
I been thinking about you
And I wanna go do something nice
I can’t take rejection
And that’s why I pay the crazy price
If you ain’t ecstatic I feel like I blew it big time
I’m a little manic I just wanna see your big smile
Nothing means more to me than
When I hear that you’re proud of me
Acting like a kid
Because I never quite learned how to be
Peanut butter waffles
When it’s dinner time and I’m alone
Hiding in my castle
But the walls are made of styrofoam
I know, there’s no in between
It’s either high, low
You know how to balance but I don’t
I wish I could finally just find home
I know, there’s no in between
It’s either high, low
You know how to balance but I don’t
I wish I could finally just find home
I’m drinking coffee at 3 am
Playing battlegrounds and overwatch
Volume up to 50 cause it get too trippy if it’s not
I can hear the fridge buzz,
I can hear my thoughts clear
I can hear the room ring,
I can hear who’s not here
I let my lil bro talk me into buying designer clothes
He tell me I’m flexing
But I don’t even feel kinda close
Them b*****s were brand new
But they look like old shoes
Could’ve bought a puppy or 220 cold brews
When somebody ask me how I been I get too personal
Catching up and small talk are 2 things
I never learned to do
I make life decisions in the time
It take to brush my teeth
Can’t remember where I been,
Don’t know where I’m gonna be
I know, there’s no in between
It’s either high, low
You know how to balance but I don’t
I wish I could finally just find home
I know, there’s no in between
It’s either high, low
You know how to balance but I don’t
I wish I could finally just find home
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I wish I could finally just find home
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I wish I could finally just find home