作词 : Angry Jersey
 作曲 : 无
So lovin ain’t a thing when around
当爱在身边时 爱根本不足挂齿
and you ain’t a king can get none
而你也不是皇帝 你得不到所有的东西
on my bed I think back lately everything I did
最近每次躺在床上就开始回忆起以前我做过的事儿
WeChat or life every same routine
微信上活着真实生活上每一天都是复制的
Every girl I cheated I mean every sin
我每一次出轨过的女人 我的意思是回忆起我所有干过的罪恶
another night jeopardize my peace at home
夜晚又开始摧毁家里的平静
if I could call my place a home
额 前提是如果我可以把我的房子说成家的话
for the brothers relationships I ruined
对兄弟们想说 我亲手摧毁了我们的关系
when jealous almost made a song diss alkam
嫉妒时 甚至都差点出歌骂alkam了
peaceful life he has caring girl strong discipline now he has
就因为他那现在平静的日子和他最近这么强自制能力还有那么关心他的女朋友
buy myself a Jinjiu now I’m drunk so I post up a moment who’s awake
想完给自己买了瓶劲酒 我醉了 所以我发了个朋友圈：“没睡的举手”
broken promises so I’m singing loud
想起那些破碎的誓言 所以我开始在外面大声唱歌unwittingly now I’m by the lake sat down sighed
不知不觉中来到湖边了 坐下来深吸了一口气
threw a rock in it prayed not to hit the bottom as I did
然后往湖里扔了个石头并希望着它别到最低谷了yeah it did guess I just find a friend
yeah我听到它也撞到“低谷””了 我感觉自己找到了知己 就这石头
excuse me I’m not tryna say I’m weak but i need you to save my day
抱歉 我不是想说我自己有多可怜 但我需要一个人来拉我一把
I know but this ****** up life I had
我知道是我自己造成的这操蛋生活
“开始怀旧”
“over and over over and over im tired of talking im over and over”
“回到歌”
ayyyy
ufff
why am i such a dixk
我为什么就这么混蛋呢
mom please now dry your eyes okay
妈妈擦干眼泪好吗
Don’t cry ma me not too happy here
别为我哭泣妈妈 我在这儿也并不高兴
everyone’s been telling me I could shine
所有人告诉我我可以火起来
that’s ******** even though I could rhyme
全是扯淡就算我会押韵
troubles never go away they worship me
“麻烦”从不会离开 因为它们崇拜我
that’s why my backs against the wall it means
所以我的背才每天都靠着墙，被逼到角落
they post me up I dived so deep
因为“麻烦”崇拜得把我的照片挂在墙上
where’s helping hand you say shut it
我陷太深了 有没有拉我一把的手啊？你大喊让我闭嘴
I hate everything even the lights cut it
我讨厌所有的东西 甚至给我希望的光 关灯！
I'm lucky she didn’t kill herself
我很幸运她没有自杀
it is too rough for any girl to bear
那些对任何一个女人来说都太难承受了
so I tatted on my arm to remind myself
所以我在手臂上纹身了
of I not knowing what I have till its gone
为了提醒自己不失去就不知道重要性的那些
so thanks to everyone that has been with me for the ride
所以感谢那些一直陪着我的人
even though my choices are one way trip
就算我每一次选择都是有去无回
Thanks for picking up my phone or answering me
多谢 接我的电话 回我话的那些人
when the late night moon is out
尤其是深夜月亮出来时
thanks for cheering me up faxiao
感谢给的鼓励 发小
things are complicated when the rain drops it pours down
事情从未简单过 并且祸不单行
all the people I’ve hurt just know my intentions was good
所有我伤害到的人 我想让你们知道我本意真的并不是坏
hey Siri dikirong broadcast I’m sorry but J never backs down
Hey siri 叮咚 群发@所有人发短信：对不起，但J从不让步
so now u gone and i was wrong i never knew what it was like to be alone
所以你现在走了 我错了 我从未感受到过
On a Valentine‘s day *10
在情人节里的孤独