作词 : Manus Bell 作曲 : Manus Bell/Marcus Baun I got a, blessing and a curse hanging over me Looking for the people to be equal, but I ended up handcuffed to my dream Not at the top but nobody can oversee my team I’ve been grinding since but a teen, becoming a bigger part of this scene Been humble all of this time but now I think its time to get mean Because I’ve been working my ass off pulling in less than if I push weed And I know that my team has started to think about it I mean I know we united but I can see they doubt it Never knew my face on the big screen, never knew my liking of big things Could be compensating for all the ****ed up stuff that I’ve seen Seeking any kicks since fifteen, speaking in a mix when I sip tea Hit me come on do it just get me out of my misery History, statistical factors and a simple beat can get my temper up so ****ing much I go nuts in my sleep I just wish I didn’t have to rely on the green Cash flow, I don’t want to become a bigger part of the machine But I have to work to get by, so I can’t spend all of my time chilling, writing all of these rhymes, but when I do I feel ****ing alive So come on baby let’s drive, I’m taking the best of these vibes And **** it, I know that we’re broke, but I got a bit of hope, enough to get by so Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I write a rhyme, I get a sign from above it Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I make a beat I get a feeling in my stomach Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free Well that’s all good and fine, but the truth is I need a dime So go and find a local mine so I can be making a million times what I be making on what I do, questioning everything on the news With fake shit on TV, I can see that you need me all over the radio too But they keep telling me I’m too political, can’t be speaking of taboos While they play tunes, to sedate an underrated generation of youth But damn hey, the scam created was able to crush A time of peace, having fun, unity and love See to me it’s rational, I can’t be me without us Its unimaginable, being affiliated’s a must and with a bad attitude the rad dude will be stuck So I’mma keep doing my thing until I run out of luck So many who willing to give it up, they’re killing their people to make a buck Instead of dividing the money to abolish poverty, every week at end of the month I think I’m becoming sicker than I was, drinking the liquor, digging in to run I’m gonna be sticking my middle finger up and flip it, just hidden away from the sun And that's exactly what drinking alcohol does to me I get so drunk that I forget, I too can be stupid My team and I realized that we could be the new shit Suppose that’s why we get high and make music Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I write a rhyme, I get a sign from above it Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I make a beat I get a feeling in my stomach Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I write a rhyme, I get a sign from above it Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free Ah **** it, I do it ‘cause I love it I make a beat I get a feeling in my stomach Telling me I gotta keep going, pursuing my dream To decode, what it means, to be to-tally free