作词 : Manus Bell/Mathilde Savery 作曲 : Manus Bell I never have been lucky Though I thought that I was in control Whenever my classmates studied I was skipping school with my buddies to get stoned I discovered my passion Which lead me down this road But it’s not what I imagined and now that I made it, I feel that it’s not home I don’t know what to do, see I love my team But I don’t know whether to keep pursuing a stupid dream Don’t get me wrong all this hype is good for my self-esteem And without it I could’ve never become the man that I'm proud to be Yet to get to the present I’ve done unpleasant things Always picking a fight, known as lord of the rings So many stories, I don’t know where to begin But now I know it’s different, I’m certain I feel it within When I fast forward I can see incredible wins But on the other hand, with what I’ve done, I’m scared of my sins ‘Cause when I rewind to the B-times, I let down my chin But I think, whenever we find any way to get in a group, we do anything to get in I’m on the top of the mountain and I can’t go back Do I need luck or ambition to take the leap? Am I in need of attention or do I really wanna be left alone I think I need some direction for someone to lead me home I’m hardly getting any sleep Contemplating the situation Every night, I've been sweating through my sheets Now I reek due to my new found hesitation I’m in the belly of a beast If only I was back in my folks’ basement I wouldn’t be thinking of plan B Or even consider to be bitter ‘bout what I’m making But I gotta pick up myself, can't even pretend I don't want to achieve When the matter of fact is, I wanna practice until I believe That I can do anything that I want to, whether or not I’mma get a degree The clock will be ticking but I’m on a mission we’re late, but I’m ready to pull up my sleeve And I can see we’ve been walking around numb Worshipping the wrong sun, like we’re as dumb as the Tellytubbies Many have tried to define fun But I found that it couldn’t be done, trying to relate to everybody But I can make a difference And so can anyone of you Speaking my mind is a privilege For which reason I’mma keep doing what I do Speak up ‘cause your words could be As significant as MLK having a dream Any input lost, is another defeat So I would recommend you to paint a picture and preach to anybody listening when you be giving a speech Whether you’re back at home, or walking around, following streets Or working late, struggling, just to make ends meet I do the same but then again, that’s me So just follow your feet and homie you’ll be happy to Or maybe not with a pocket of blue attitudes But if you smile you’re ready to walk the mile Now you could end up in denial or on Utopian Avenue Don’t be alone Reach out instead of being forever lost Don’t believe that you can solve it on your own Look around and seek comfort at any cost We all need you It should be, all for one and one for all We need to meet everyone as an equal If one man trips, then the whole world falls I’m on the top of the mountain and I can’t go back Do I need luck or ambition to take the leap? Am I in need of attention or do I really wanna be left alone I think I need some direction for someone to lead me home