[00:00.00]1. Despair [00:00.00] [00:19.89]A deadly suffering filled with pleasure. [00:24.59]A necessity giving you the breath of life. [00:29.83]Behind the black mask... [00:32.21]Beyond the night. [00:34.28]In silent solitude one dwells in sadness. [00:39.20]Death smiles to me... laughs at me. [00:42.94] [00:58.24]A millennium of nights shall be mine. [01:03.05]Desperate is the senselessness of time. [01:07.62]An ocean of darkness. [01:09.46]Unbearable is the pain of doom. [01:11.81]A wretched beast of remarkable dreariness. [01:16.42] [01:17.17]The feeling of being abandoned caught me. [01:26.33]A loneliness calmer than any emotion. [01:32.09]The deadly silence. [01:35.53]A suffering expressing the most exquisite beauty. [01:45.57]I felt lost... Almost desperate. [01:53.36] [01:55.98]Almost desperate [01:59.67] [02:02.87]So desperate [02:07.99]So desperate [02:10.42] [02:30.63]by czhou