I have been to the layer of the great betrayer.
He said a sinner is a saint as long as he's a liar.
Searching for a pillar of hope.
Rejection.
I kept my head above the water.
I did not drown amongst the sharks.
Forced to close a door within myself.
My best friend lost the key I have fallen victim fed by betrayal.
"I'm always the ****ing victim"
"You're always the ****ing victim"
Drown, drown myself in apathy.
You are ****ing wrong with what you once did right.
Adopt the idea of a better life.
You gave up.
You can't stop your self from sinking to the bottom of the ocean.
You are the aborted fact of a lesser life.
These words can kill like a curse.
Now your reaction has taken over me.
In time my soul will back away from you.
Another body slipping away towards eternity.