[00:02.81]I’m not okay. [00:07.72] I can’t find stability. [00:18.29]I’m not okay. [00:24.57]I can’t find stability. [00:30.23] [00:34.62]Threading through my faith with a needle named doubt. [00:43.19]Putting it all together and then tearing it apart. [00:50.94]Throwing away the scraps and trying to restart. [00:56.18]Go back to the days when it was sunny and clean. [01:06.57]My soul stormed until it stopped trying to shine. [01:13.85]It settled for hazy messages from a black sky. [01:22.12]I still don’t know why (know why). [01:29.80]No question I threw up, came back, [01:34.91] and I don’t know why. [01:38.84] [01:39.58]Is this what I wanted to be? [01:47.12]A restless soul wrestling with what I believe. [01:55.17]Or just a selfish soul blind to problems that tower over me (over me)... [02:06.31]that tower over me. [02:11.62] [02:13.84][Cody Bonnette:] [02:15.35]Slow fade out. [02:23.50]Sun burn and stay out. [02:31.22]Clouds close like a mouth. [02:39.57]’Round last light and sound. [03:04.95]Don’t bother, save your breath. [03:13.34] Could be the last you get. [03:21.22]Am I jaded to the point where I can’t see [03:28.75]all of the beauty Your hands made, [03:32.48]the world surrounding me. [03:36.83]I’m scared of what has come and what is to be. [03:44.61] My heavy heart. [03:48.45]The Earth will cover me. [03:53.75] [03:55.10]