During some abductions, 
I'm aware of them
Of they're taking sperm samples
In many different ways
They've done it in many different ways
With tubes, with a like catheters
There's one way 
I not been able to deal with
Emotionally or under aggression
And that's when there's a being on top of me
And I can feel it growing stronger
And the hate towards them
I've got nothing to live for
Only to stay as another victim
They've been torturing me my whole life
I cannot understand why
For how long can 
I go onWhen they have already raped every inch of me
Why won't they leave me alone
This is not the life 
I've chosen
It's time to put an end to this pain
I wanna get away from this hell
Those black empty eyes is haunting me
Hate and sorrow builds up inside
I must take my life to be free
This will be my final chapter