I’m not stupid  I understand
That it would be convenient
If I was better at conversation
I’ve learned to master the skill throughout the years:
Small talking  but after an hour or so
I mentally die
And I try  I try  I try  I try
But I can’t help but loving more
When being on my own and watching everyday lives
And I try  I try  I wish I wanted to go see local churches with you
Or to go clubbing where the young ones do
But all I really want to to is watch the everyday lives
My friend  nothing is ever the matter with you
I’m glad to see it  but I don’t believe it
You won’t have to worry  I’ll soon have figured you out
I won’t tell you when I have  but I’ll find your weak spot
Your weakest spot  oh I’ll find it
And here is mine: I try to pretend
That I like to be part of it all
And that I enjoy going out
With you and you and you and you
And I try  I try  I try  I try
But I can’t help but dreaming of
Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives
And I try  I try  I try  I try
But I just want to spend more time with my mind
It always surprises me every time
And none of you ever do
It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you
It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you
And I try  I try  I try  I try
But I can’t help but dreaming of
Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives
And I try  I try  I try  I try
But I just want to spend more time with my mind
It always surprises me every time
And none of you ever do
It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you