Colorblind 
Reaching to the back of mind 
Terrified 
Shifting in and out of time 
Fear overcoming my senses 
Waiting is agony 
Point of intensity increasing 
Dreaming, forbidden anxiety 
Screaming....distortion 
Pressure builds, suffocate 
Smothered by a feeling unable to control it 
Magnify amplify 
Smaller than a needle's eye 
Pressure builds....distortion 
Sickened mind, mirage or reality 
Gonna break, 
I'm gonna break 
Open mind, door closing fast on me 
Gonna break, well 
I'm gonna break 
Distortion 
Blackness so cold 
Unending descending transcending my soul 
Distortion 
Blackness so cold 
Density crushing me 
Weight of the world's distortion 
Crazed stage, ill faze 
Weight of the world's pain 
Bow down, bow down, bow down to 
Distortion 
Punching through the other side 
Paralyzed, kneeling, unable to control it 
Petrified, nullified 
Bigger than all space and time 
Pressure builds....distortion 
The pressure's getting to me 
And I can't do much about it, you know? 
Sometimes 
I just sit around the house and 
I say to myself 
Looking at these four walls 
And I say "What the **** am I alive for, huh?" 
What am I alive for?