作词 : Steven Clayton Roney 作曲 : Steven Clayton Roney Your First date two am and again I'm Wondering if this is even real? What is this She's, super cool and she's into all this Weird **** that I love, that no one ever is but I can tell she's a sad one But she's the kind of girl That wouldn't cry to dad if she had one Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 And there really ain't nobody else to speak of And now she's rolling with a reject And I know my time's short but she doesn't want to leave yet Roll it up hit the porch and of course When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets All we really had were secrets And I don't know about the hole in my defense It's all good let's dispense with the pretense You ain't gotta say it girl I know That you're leaving Cause I don't believe it when You say that you're happy How could you be When you cry all the time? Maybe One day we'll learn To cry while we're laughing So maybe We won't Have to get high all the time all the time First things first, I'm the worst and I know that Just your birthday curse that's a throwback I ruin everything and you know that I'm the saddest ************ on this earth like I'm Bojack Black lungs white sky oh why can't? I just be free without a vivance When I ask for love I get silence As you go and hide behind eyelids Just go to sleep I'll be right back Don't you know that you're all I have Just breathe she says it's not that bad You know I hate when you talk like that Let me break and I'll be done I know you hate what I've become With everything that I've been through I just can't be what you want me to Cause I don't believe it when You say that you're happy How could you be When you cry all the time? Maybe One day we'll learn To cry while we're laughing So maybe We won't Have to get high all the time all the time Why are you High all the time Why are you High all the time Turns out I'm a problem unsolvable Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal But Now I'm reaching for top it's improbable The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles Turning art into an audience Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense But Now I'm getting played in all the provinces Cause every time I hop up on the beat I ******* body it Cause I don't believe it When you say that you're happy How could you be When you cry all the time? Maybe one day We'll learn to cry while we're laughing So maybe we won't Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time) Cause I don't believe it when You say you're happy How could you be When you cry all the time? One day we'll learn To cry while we're laughing So maybe we won't Have to get high all the time(Why are you High all the time)