[00:00.000] 作词 : Steven Clayton Roney [00:01.000] 作曲 : Steven Clayton Roney [00:20.71]Once upon a long long time ago [00:23.56]I used to have these dreams I thought [00:26.34]One day I'd find some purpose [00:28.57]Over time I've realized I am not [00:31.47]Conquering the things I fear [00:34.18]Capable of breaking through [00:36.77]Lost the things I once held dear [00:39.43]I don't know what the **** to do [00:42.10]Left beliefs that once defined me [00:44.04]My best days are long behind me [00:46.53]Half the time I'm breathing in [00:49.04]I'm dreaming of the day I finally stop [00:52.39]Check my feelings at the door [00:54.93]I don't know what I'm fighting for [00:57.53]I used to pray that things would change [01:00.15]But now I'm well aware they're not [01:02.75]Cause I used to say [01:04.38]Everything will be alright [01:07.11]But it never will be [01:09.62]So I stay in my bed [01:11.95]And I hate when you call [01:14.41]And say you should come out tonight [01:17.54]I just bought an ounce [01:19.66]I'm gonna smoke it instead [01:22.41]Yeah [01:33.52]Stop ******* telling me I'm fine [01:36.83]I hate the way you keep your cool [01:39.37]I'm aware you're always right [01:41.91]Go on and play me for the fool [01:44.58]Take the blood out of my veins [01:47.15]Go on do your worst to me [01:49.84]I wouldn't wish this type of pain [01:52.39]On my own worst enemy [01:55.02]Lay in bed but never sleep [01:56.98]I tried to fight but I'm too weak [01:59.41]And everytime I try to speak [02:01.94]I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor [02:05.44]Heared you're doing better now [02:07.94]It makes it worse I don't know how [02:10.55]The world keeps turning I can't breathe [02:13.18]I just can't do this anymore [02:15.49]Cause I used to say [02:17.17]Everything will be alright [02:20.25]But it never will be [02:22.84]So I stay in my bed [02:24.97]And I hate when you call [02:27.46]And say you should come out tonight [02:30.63]I just bought an ounce [02:32.57]I'm gonna smoke it instead [02:35.41]Yeah [02:36.28]I used to pray that everything would be alright [02:41.23]But nothing could hear me [02:43.62]Cause there's nothing [02:45.37]Nothing at all [02:46.94]Cause I used to say [02:48.43]Everything will be alright [02:51.40]But it never will be [02:54.01]So I stay in my bed [02:56.33]And I hate when you call [02:58.77]And say you should come out tonight [03:01.75]I just bought an ounce [03:03.98]I'm gonna smoke it instead [03:06.71]I used to pray [03:09.26]Everything would be alright [03:12.41]But it never will be [03:15.09]So I stay in my bed [03:17.09]And I won't take your call [03:19.62]I'm not going out tonight [03:22.70]I'll never be alright [03:25.42]I wish I was dead [03:27.65]Yeah [03:28.89]I used to pray that everything would be alright [03:33.65]But it never will be [03:36.70]I wish I [03:38.62]Wish I was dead