[00:13.153]Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
[00:16.366]I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
[00:19.605]I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
[00:22.844]But I don't know if that is even within my control
[00:26.083]People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
[00:29.192]While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
[00:32.431]I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
[00:35.566]Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
[00:38.596]I don't sleep anymore
[00:39.667]Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore
[00:44.578]Laying awake, another sleepless night
[00:47.686]My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
[00:51.265]Dreaming in a world that I can't see
[00:55.811]Maybe in another life
[00:59.076]I will find an inner peace
[01:02.315]A place where I am free
[01:05.659]I wanna scream out loud
[01:08.454]Nothing's what it used to be
[01:11.850]There's a war inside my mind
[01:14.775]But I'm not the enemy
[02:04.330]My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
[02:40.326]Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
[02:46.726]I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
[02:53.231]I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
[02:59.579]But I don't know if that is even within my control
[03:05.874]People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
[03:09.140]While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
[03:12.431]I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
[03:15.566]Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
[03:18.726]Dreaming in a world that I can't see
[03:22.906]Maybe in another life
[03:26.093]I will find an inner peace
[03:29.306]A place where I am free
[03:32.885]I wanna scream out loud
[03:35.628]Nothing's what it used to be
[03:38.762]There's a war inside my mind
[03:42.028]But I'm not the enemy
[03:53.260]My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
[04:29.100]Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed
[04:39.732]Just to go back to bed
[04:44.408]My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life