[00:10.00]it’s four a.m. again
[00:15.02]father, forgive me this sin
[00:20.10]uncomfortable in this life, yeah
[00:24.06]I can’t put down this knife, yeah
[00:29.05]I’m carving words in my arms, baby
[00:33.50]hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe
[00:39.15]I need the touch of a hand
[00:43.55]this isn’t what i had planned
[00:47.59]I need relief from this life
[00:52.50]I wanna slip away into the night
[00:57.56]don’t wanna see the sun again
[01:02.10]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
[01:07.54]I wish the ocean was warm
[01:19.57]I feel like drowning
[01:27.58]I’m losing my faith in me
[01:32.30]I can’t remember the last time i felt free
[01:37.46]from voices inside my head
[01:41.35]when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead
[01:45.46]you say I’m out of control
[01:51.10]at least i still have a soul
[01:55.59]no, I don’t need your advice
[02:00.15]some compassion would be nice
[02:04.55]I need relief from this life
[02:08.59]I wanna slip away into the night
[02:14.40]don’t wanna see the sun again
[02:19.45]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
[02:24.20]I wish the ocean was warm
[02:36.46]I feel like drowning
[02:43.57]I can’t take any more of your pills
[02:53.40]they hold my head up
[02:57.37]but still it feels so wrong
[03:03.40]I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid
[03:11.55]for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day
[03:33.58]I need relief from this life
[03:37.50]I wanna slip away into the night
[03:43.10]don’t wanna see the sun again
[03:47.30]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
[03:53.01]I wish the ocean was warm
[04:05.35]I feel like drowning