Let's drink to Isabella In a room full of repairs Covering the bruises and scratches From the wild and restless years By the time those glasses reach our lips She'll be wondering why we're here Confusion works through her mind Like the light shines through her hair "I'm beautiful and wonderful" she says In a fragile voice well aged "I've lived and learned every word On ever worn out page I was once the one you worried about I was once the girl you craved Now I'm standing here all by myself And I don't need to be saved. Life's long dirty road loved me And broke this heart in two I smiled and frowned up and down the town And hurt my eyes with truth I found the places where you meet People who never leave too soon They wait 'til you're weak, sick And you sleep in their cold, cold room I was young when I left home I wrestled with the winds I panicked in the nighttime glare And preyed I'd find a friend Someone to take me out of this life Out of these puddles of rain I trusted anyone in any old slum Who remembered my name And I fell for a cold hearted stranger In May of '59 He pounded on my frail emotions Oh, he battered up my mind But I left him stronger than before In a pale blue summer dress And a coat for the cold summer nights With a "born and die Canadian" crest I begged for a few whole dollars Just to get me on a Northland bus And I traveled as long as I could Through the greens and rocky rust And I fell asleep for a long long time Just hoping for something else I'd rather be a bum than a slave In some rich man's rattling house I lived from couch to couch Floor to covered porch I built my life back up I knew what I was looking for Some peace and quiet you get from living a certain way Not saying much, giving just enough Taking it day by day" Happy birthday, Isabella My sister of the west I never meant to criticize you Just to give you all my best I know you're happy, I know you're free Midnight still gives you its glare I can learn from your twists and turns I'll tell you when I'm getting there