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[00:11.31]Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
[00:13.88]Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'
[00:16.69]Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
[00:18.57]At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
[00:22.02]Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
[00:25.06]Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
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[00:28.40]I guess I wasn't meant to crack smile a who cares
[00:31.20]I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
[00:33.26]I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend
[00:38.06]And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been
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[00:43.51]And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that silver lining
[00:49.16]Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and
[00:52.93]This world's a jail but
[00:56.06]And it don't matter and I don't care
[00:58.76]I let my pain into the air
[01:01.51]Cuz everything good's over there
[01:04.14]And everything here's hard to bear
[01:06.82]And it don't matter and I don't care
[01:09.56]I let my pain into the air
[01:12.20]Cuz everything good's over there
[01:15.07]And everything here's hard to bear
[01:17.79]And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear level
[01:19.22]With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
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[01:23.15]Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
[01:26.37]I might be present but no in the room
[01:28.68]To whom it may consume
[01:29.84]melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
[01:32.47]Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
[01:34.34]Dead off in the Median
[01:35.58]Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral
[01:38.76]So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
[01:44.18]Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
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[01:49.65]And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
[01:55.16]Am I insane
[01:57.84]Am I insane
[02:02.15]And it don't matter and I don't care
[02:04.64]I let my pain into the air
[02:07.39]Cuz everything good's over there
[02:10.19]And everything here's hard to bear
[02:12.94]And it don't matter and I don't care
[02:15.62]I let my pain into the air
[02:18.17]Cuz everything good's over there
[02:21.17]And everything here's hard to bear
[02:24.65]And everything good is gone
[02:27.58]And everything good is gone
[02:30.33]And everything good is gone
[02:32.82]And everything bad is here
[02:35.79]And everything bad is here
[02:38.35]And everything bad is here
[02:43.50]It doesn't really matter now does it
[02:46.12]And it don't matter and I don't care
[02:48.80]I let my pain into the air
[02:51.36]Cuz everything good's over there
[02:54.17]And everything here's hard to bear
[02:56.98]And it don't matter and I don't care
[02:59.54]I let my pain into the air
[03:02.34]Cuz everything good's over there
[03:05.15]And everything here's hard to bear