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[00:45.57]We had a beautiful relationship at one point
[00:50.24]But then, that shit changed with the quickness
[00:52.93]Maybe cause I was ****in' other bitches
[00:55.78]Or maybe we had no busniess havin' busniess
[00:58.39]Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with
[01:01.47]But still that shit happened regardless
[01:04.46]I was so young, back then so heartless
[01:07.33]And the shit I was thinkin' could of caught me some charges
[01:10.34]Listen, I tried to talk to her normally
[01:13.08]That shit didn't work for one second, she was on to me
[01:16.20]I tried to explain, how I ain't have a dollar to my name
[01:19.89]Pursuin' this rap shit, chasin' fame
[01:21.99]Young dude stressed in the hood like Je-sus
[01:24.85]I ain't ready for no child but she was
[01:27.83]When you, piss poor get to havin' sick thoughts
[01:30.49]While the chick probably sittin' there thinkin' bout marriage
[01:33.53]I'm thinkin' abortion like a savage
[01:36.42]On purpose accident to have a miscarriage
[01:39.42]Her a mother of mine I couldn't end up seein'
[01:42.33]Plus what type of mother would you end up bein'
[01:45.68]You already a physco, I wouldn't let that pass
[01:48.29]I ain't think lifetime bond, I thought fat ass
[01:51.23]All them times you were pregnant and miserable
[01:54.36]All them fights we had that got physical
[01:57.37]Everytime I sent you packin', pissed at you
[02:00.38]Like I ain't want to live wit you, yeah I kind of planned that
[02:03.23]Ain't considerate, sounds just like me
[02:05.79]Then you put someone out that looks just like me
[02:08.88]I grabbed my little dude up, looked 'em in his eyes
[02:11.67]And you can't understand right now I apologize
[02:14.57]How could I not want you here, be that selfish
[02:17.56]**** was on my mind at the time, my bad I Couldn't Help It
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[02:43.19]Now this is how you know we go through phases
[02:46.91]Cause he done sold millions of records
[02:50.13]Plus they done been together for ages
[02:52.57]I don't really know how to say this
[02:56.23]Me and old boy done shared a couple of stages
[02:58.64]But he wasn't around when I saw her in Vegas
[03:01.62]She said 'remember me?', I thought I should lie
[03:04.46]I looked baby up and down and said 'should I?'
[03:07.60]Maybe she my old broad, maybe she a singer
[03:10.37]I looked down seen a chunky rock on her finger
[03:13.22]She said I'm 'blanks' wife, how you been and what you doin' here?
[03:16.17]I should of asked her that same shit
[03:19.29]Snoop had already told me that bitches ain't shit
[03:21.95]And the industries so small, that's how the game is
[03:24.82]When you famous, everybodys a bilingual plaintiff
[03:27.79]And the defendant speaks one language
[03:30.67]But we exchanged numbers like **** it
[03:33.76]All we gon talk about is music
[03:36.78]Neither one of us will ever use it
[03:39.74]But shorty she ain't hesitate to use it
[03:42.99]Four A.M., where do I begin?
[03:45.48]She's leavin' the club, I'm about to win
[03:48.17]She's so aggressive like 'what room are you in?'
[03:51.09]I ain't answer, she said meet her downstairs in ten
[03:53.97]Now we totally disrespectin' his star
[03:57.13]I'm with his bitch, and she in his car
[04:00.28]She said hop in let's head to the strip bar
[04:03.14]Bad ass friend with her, and then she kissed ma
[04:06.43]And now I'm so confused
[04:08.62]She starts tellin' me about how she's so abused
[04:11.62]How he beats her ass, how he takes that figure
[04:14.45]And I'm in my head thinkin' 'I don't blame that nigga'
[04:17.54]We hit the club like everythin's wonderful
[04:20.38]She touchin' me, I'm feelin uncomfortable
[04:23.17]And then the DJ threw on somethin' slow
[04:26.04]I'm grindin' on her friend, now she wantin' to go
[04:29.01]Dude's wife started whisperin' in my ear
[04:31.21]I'm startin' to see it clear, she don't care shorty's down with whatever
[04:34.91]She said let's go to your room all together
[04:37.83]I'm sure the two of us'll make it worth your wild
[04:40.93]Now your friend looks great and I really want to **** her
[04:43.67]But I can't be your side dude, can't be your lover
[04:46.63]Caught on my old school shit just to thug her
[04:49.65]We got to the room, told her I ain't have a rubber
[04:52.83]I thought it worked at first
[04:55.57]One looked disappointed and one looked hurt
[04:58.05]But her trifelin' ass went and made shit worse
[05:01.36]She reached down pulled a few of those out her purse
[05:04.23]Got on her knees started playin' with the head
[05:07.23]All her dudes lyrics started playin' in my head
[05:10.06]Her friend I'm sayin', probably feelin' left out
[05:13.04]I'm filled with guilt because all I can think bout was
[05:16.05]He have her on TV with your kids
[05:19.11]I got her on the TV in her ribs
[05:21.95]Please God forgive, regret what I did
[05:24.66]That ain't the lifestyle I want to live, just then I Couldn't Help It
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