[00:02.00]Joe Budden - Angel In My Life
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[00:27.45]Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals
[00:30.52]Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols
[00:33.58]Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues
[00:36.72]For me to have you a ritual
[00:38.85]But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be
[00:41.37]It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me
[00:44.08]Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents
[00:46.68]In essence im threatenin my character asessment
[00:49.44]Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
[00:52.19]Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes
[00:54.86]If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided
[00:57.36]Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it'
[01:00.63]When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it
[01:03.24]Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet
[01:06.01]Only live once so if I just like it
[01:08.52]I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit
[01:11.56]I'm thinkin that will just hide it
[01:14.40]But all it takes is life to ignite shit
[01:17.12]I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go
[01:19.84]I can't be insane for just wantin' to know
[01:22.76]In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often
[01:25.40]Good suit on and a nice coffin
[01:27.88]But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself
[01:30.49]Still they lock me in this room all by myself
[01:32.76]I need a... think I need a.....
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[01:54.03]They say my symptoms are aggressive
[01:57.09]They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive
[02:00.10]They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas
[02:03.17]That's one reason I dont even entertain niggas
[02:06.11]Not important who they are I won't name niggas
[02:08.73]They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas
[02:11.56]I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin'
[02:14.22]If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin'
[02:16.78]If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt
[02:19.50]Let me clarify get in Def
[02:21.10]I feel like every time I been less
[02:23.55]When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept
[02:27.46]I try to make them understand but they just won't incept
[02:30.29]I tell them four million others I am the templed
[02:32.98]There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index
[02:35.68]We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess
[02:38.41]All this indigest seemingly in less
[02:41.07]How I take in stress when I always went best
[02:43.75]Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me
[02:46.56]They say the room is padded for my own safety
[02:49.57]But the cushion don't soften shit
[02:52.40]They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it
[02:55.21]And no one can tell me why I'm here
[02:57.55]I can't even see the sky from here
[02:59.55]I guess my time is near
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