[00:01.950]Seems crazy cuz people be thinking
[00:06.050]that I be changing
[00:08.220]but it's really them that be changing
[00:11.150]I remember the day
[00:12.870]I first signed my record deal with Lyle
[00:15.350]everything was so good everyone was so proud
[00:17.720]I was so very happy, still with my baby daddy
[00:20.550]Living with my granny, but we was all family
[00:23.440]It's like when the tour begin, that's when the war begin
[00:26.530]you would be flipping, ripping soon as I'm walkin in
[00:29.670]And I'm so sleepy, could barely stay awake
[00:32.200]you don't understand I been in the studio for six weeks
[00:35.530]Straight till 4 in the morning tryna finish these songs
[00:39.020]And all you wanna talk about is how many times you was calling
[00:41.850]And I'm always lying, it's never the truth it never crossed your mind that I could've been in the booth
[00:47.210]Tryna hurry up and get back home to you
[00:50.150]tryna get these cheues so we could get out the 'jects
[00:53.330]I wasn't thinking 'bout no niggas, wasn't thinking 'bout sex
[00:56.470]tryna do this show so I could get this dough
[00:59.040]All I was thinking was I gotta finish Remy on the rocks and I'm not tryna flop so it gotta be hot
[01:05.440]Everybody on my back saying hurry up and drop
[01:08.270]so I'm asking you, what I'm suppose to do?
[01:11.000]Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all
[01:14.130]I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
[01:18.430]Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same
[01:22.730]So wish me well
[01:23.710]Sometimes I might scream and yell
[01:25.940]But even people with a fan base have bad days but
[01:30.250]Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same
[01:35.300]You was the only child until I came
[01:38.240]See we was buck wild back in the days
[01:40.880]I was scared to have a boyfriend cuz you would beat him up
[01:44.220]We'd eat cereal together, watch cartoons when we got up
[01:47.200]So I couldn't believe that you flipped on me
[01:50.480]right in the streets for a bitch so weak that ain't got shit but
[01:53.870]A ****ed up weave and
[01:57.210]I'm your blood, your little sister, I started to cry said it must be the liquor
[02:01.770]See I almost died when you took sides with her then walked off and just left me there like I was nobody and you really ain't care
[02:11.170]Said you would die for me, how you ain't gon' ride for me, how you see me on the block and don't say hi to me
[02:17.040]It's all love now, and it's all done now, but you never took the time to apologize to me
[02:22.810]It may be hard to see, but it bothers me
[02:25.890]I know you ain't gon' let nobody do no harm to me
[02:28.960]But you can't be acting like you fathered me
[02:31.590]so I'm asking you, what I'm suppose to do?
[02:34.560]Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all
[02:37.800]I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
[02:42.200]Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same
[02:46.550]So wish me well
[02:47.960]Sometimes I might scream and yell
[02:50.090]But even people with a fan base have bad days but
[02:53.990]Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same
[02:58.840]Mommy you was the one that made me but you didn't raise me
[03:01.010]You left me all alone I had to hold my own
[03:05.460]But now I'm all grown and far away from home
[03:08.590]I know you love me but you did me wrong
[03:10.970]I guess it was all the drugs that you was on
[03:14.000]or the beatings you got from my foul step pops
[03:16.840]Remember the time his punk ass had his nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blacking my eye
[03:22.920]I was wishing he would die but now I wish him life
[03:26.020]I know he seeing me blowing and it's killing him slowly but what kills me is that you watched him hit me, so I'm
[03:33.450]Asking you, what I'm suppose to do?
[03:34.590]Listen y'all, I know it seem like I be dissing y'all
[03:37.880]I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but
[03:42.140]Ain't shit changed, now, I'm still the same
[03:46.480]So wish me well
[03:47.340]Sometimes I might scream and yell
[03:49.920]But even people with a fan base have bad days but
[03:54.010]Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same