[00:11.22]I've got so much on my mind [00:13.22] [00:15.65]I have to get it off my chest [00:18.28] [00:20.58]Have to open up my mouth and speak the truth [00:24.76] [00:30.38]I let the little words out right [00:32.32] [00:35.31]But leave the biggest stone unturned [00:37.87] [00:39.99]It's like I'm trying to keep the light from taking root [00:44.56] [00:49.87]But I'm never gonna clean this slate [00:52.42]At the rate I'm going [00:53.61] [00:54.55]Have to dig in to find the strength [00:56.54] [00:57.36]To follow through [00:58.79]I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do [01:03.10] [01:03.84]So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you [01:07.15] [01:11.58]I'll leave it up to you [01:13.14] [01:18.76]Cause if it were up to me [01:20.89] [01:23.44]To pull myself out of this place [01:25.81] [01:28.69]A failure's what I'd be without your grace [01:33.24] [01:38.52]Cause it's never gonna wash me clean [01:40.76]This muddy water [01:42.20] [01:43.14]Your river is the only thing [01:45.76]To make me new [01:47.25]I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do [01:51.50] [01:52.31]So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you [01:56.12] [01:58.76]I'll leave it up to you [02:01.57] [02:04.88]I'll leave it up to you [02:06.57] [02:07.56]The God of a million second chances [02:11.60]Cause the chances are [02:14.91] [02:15.84]That I'll return and take the wheel [02:19.90] [02:20.78]A million times or more [02:23.83] [02:38.76]But I'm never gonna clean this slate [02:40.88] [02:41.63]At the rate I'm going [02:42.87] [02:43.68]Have to dig in to find the strength [02:46.24]To follow through [02:47.68]I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do [02:51.80] [02:52.93]So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you [02:56.24] [02:57.84]I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do [03:01.64] [03:02.58]So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you [03:06.45] [03:09.95]I'll leave it up to you