I've got so much on my mind

I have to get it off my chest

Have to open up my mouth and speak the truth

I let the little words out right

But leave the biggest stone unturned

It's like I'm trying to keep the light from taking root

But I'm never gonna clean this slate
At the rate I'm going

Have to dig in to find the strength

To follow through
I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do

So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you

I'll leave it up to you

Cause if it were up to me

To pull myself out of this place

A failure's what I'd be without your grace

Cause it's never gonna wash me clean
This muddy water

Your river is the only thing
To make me new
I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do

So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you

I'll leave it up to you

I'll leave it up to you

The God of a million second chances
Cause the chances are

That I'll return and take the wheel

A million times or more

But I'm never gonna clean this slate

At the rate I'm going

Have to dig in to find the strength
To follow through
I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do

So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you

I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do

So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you

I'll leave it up to you