[00:18.323] self loathing bouncin round like you’re a pinball
[00:24.871] wish i could find someone to see me under microscope
[00:30.945] sure i could look inside myself but
[00:35.948] i genuinely don't know what my heart is for
[00:42.407] it's getting hard to tell what the **** is anything anymore
[00:48.363]
[00:48.562] i won't need to know when i get
[00:54.960] out of it / my vessel / of bull****
[01:10.712] i won't need to know when i'm getting
[01:17.857] cremated / sweet fire of / my death bed
[01:32.978]
[01:49.720] i can't help but see some good inside her soul
[01:55.941] kinda makes me feel irresponsible
[02:00.509] guess it's a self-fulfilling prophecy but
[02:05.732] i know i'm tired too of this self-pity ****
[02:12.492] it's feeling like a trap i can't escape
[02:17.242]
[02:18.618] i don't wanna die i just feel like
[02:25.208] i'm falling / ignoring / the problem
[02:41.228] i don't wanna die i just feel like
[02:48.145] i'm drowning / dissolving / to nothing
[03:03.162]
[03:08.051] to nothing
[03:20.302] at least for now