little did 
I knowyou're my holidaythe place where 
I escapeto forget about how 
I don't see you enoughto displace the ragedefuse the urgeto throw it all awayand become your slave
I'll take you holidaylet's go holidaythis is not a dark thought,not from one who needs constant reassuranceyou give me the sword an the powerto slay who 
I likeand to be who 
I likeand 
I will be the one for you, holidayyes 
I will be the one for you, holidaywhere do the arrows point?to my holidaywhere do 
I feel the sunin my holidaywhere does my hoeart start to beat?at the bridge to your eyesat the path to your scarsat the sway of your diamond black ocean
I feel this serenewhen 
I let myself goand give up all controland my worn-out desireto be free.