thought 
the ice is melting. 
we could talk 
on the lake. 
not far from our house, 
the park is wetter than yesterday. 
i won't swallow my pride. 
i know 
i've been unbearable. 
these past four weeks 
have been wrong. 
i can give you space. 
i know what i want. 
i can think of plans for us. 
ruin, ruining our relay, 
relationship.