Jessica Lea Mayfield - Run Myself Into the Ground . Where did my self-control go Did it rise up from my body When I answered the phone And you told me not to lie to you And I decided to tell the truth . But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all I'm starting to like this new love I have found I don't wanna let this dark companion go I would rather run myself into the ground . Where did my mind wonder off to Found myself yammerin' all to you Thought I'd never let those things outside my head Probably should've kept 'em locked away instead . But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all I'm starting to like this new love I have found I don't wanna let this dark companion go I would rather run myself into the ground . Everyone's watching me And I'm starting to believe That I can read everyone's mind Before I am accused Your eyes give me the cue And I am out the door . But I ain't gonna change for nobody at all I'm starting to like this new love I have found I don't wanna let this dark companion go I would rather run myself into the ground