作曲 : Remi, Sullivan
 作词 : REMI, SALAAM/SULLIVAN, JAZMINE
I'm sitting contemplating
is it worth it should I take it
Take that shot and change my life
Get that glock and take his life
Hospitals and bloody noses
this would end all obstacles that I could leave.
Knowing I can’t leave
so it’s either him or me
Cause he gon' kill me if I stay I know
Gon' kill me, he cant change I know
from the first time that he did it
made a promise that he'd quit it
（shit）
God it’s so much worse
don't wanna end up in a hearse
I guess I gotta do it first
yes I gotta do it first
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
I did it
Pulled the trigger
It wasn’t so hard go figure.
Before I did it I said
This was for all the blood I shed.
For all the women who go through this shit.
Can’t think of what to do, this shit
done tore ‘em up inside and out.
Who’s still tryna get out.
He gon' kill you if you stay I know
I’ve been through this, oh yes I know
I know he promised that he'd quit it
If you believe him girl forget it
（shit）
You know I’m right
Don’t wanna see him take your life
And it will only just get worse
That’s why I had to do it first.
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.
There’s so much blood
I grabbed my stuff
But before I could leave the cops busted in.
（You have the right to remain silent）
No, I have the right to stay alive.
But guess what, I’d do it again.
He would have killed me （just）
Before I killed him.
It would have been him up in this building.
It would have been him faking tears.
But what’s funny is that I’m the one standing here, hey yeah.
I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin’
but where to go cops I hear them comin’
and if they catch me I still ain't sorry
If that was wrong just call me guilty
Cause if you knew what he did to me
I know I would get your sympathy
So if they catch me I still ain't sorry
Just lock me up and call me guilty guilty.