I met him at the state store he was tryna holla I aint care If he was old enough to be my father I knew his wife and went to school wit his daughter He was a boss that I knew went harder Gave me my first taste bud I had to take it farther I mean I had to go harder I started callin up his crib just to get him And I aint even care I asked his wife if she was wit him Came home late and he got into a fight and he called me that night He said he never want to see me on the block I said I don't need you but I need that rock I couldn't take it so I had to go see him Stole my momma car and drove around all evening And when I found him I thought that he would lace me I aint got no money but you know I'll let you taste me He pulled his gun out and told me I was stupid I started crying, prayed to god he wouldn't do it Help please, lord I plead, just save me you're really Hear a sinners cry... hey is my redemption I met this chick in philly who said she like to sang I aint mean it but I said its good to have a dream My daddy used to beat my momma I saw it everyday So when I got with her I did the same thing He always used to say you gotta keep a b**** tamed So I never let her sing And every chance I got I told her if she ever left me I'll kill her, that's how I made her respect me Forget me, never Made her believe it don't get no better I told her it was crazy out there She said she don't care but she cant stay here The last time I hit her she went into the kitchen I aint pay her no mind, aint even kno that she was missing She came out bleeding wit her eyes all black I looked and saw she had something behind her back She pulled a gun out and told me I was stupid Dropped to my knees and prayed to god she wouldn't do it Help please, Lord I plead, just save me you're really Hear a sinners cry... hey is my redemption I really need... to know if you are there If you could just, just hear a sinners cry You could remake me Ohhh just save me save I promise if you get me through this i'll change I need to be set free Help please, Lord I plead, just save me you're really Hear a sinners cry... hey is my redemption Forgive me father me I know I've done wrong know i've done But I have nowhere else to turn i have no where else to So hear me hear And save me save Oh oh oh oh oh... If you're really there