Blue jays perched on a gate
I walk by make a face
Still roll up paper plane
Guess some things never change
Made a hundred racks in a day
Mama said don't blow them in the playstore
I be getting in my own way
Just so I could write another tape
I been up for 48 hours
****ed 3 times and still haven't showered
Already know, I'm not usual
I been drunk for 24 hours
Stumbled home and pissed in my flowers
Already know, I'm not usual
Take it to the grave
You don't know a thing
Let me lay low, all alone
Sip me a contemplate
With a big smile on my face
That boy cold
I ain't wanna flex on a bitch
**** who you know 'cause I'm rich, boy
I ain't wanna get like this
I remember when I was pissed hoe
All this shit getting to my head
I was tryna ball out with dead ball
God light come, no limits
Take a jet ski to the big boat
I been up for 48 hours
****ed 3 times and still haven't showered
Already know, I'm not usual
I been drunk for 24 hours
Stumbled home and pissed in my flowers
Already know, I'm not usual
I ain't sleep, how could I with money all on my brain
Two days straight, with liquor all in my veins
In the grass with insects I interchange
Layin amongst the creatures who features don't feel the pain
Load up ashes and tat my grandmas remains
Gaping hole in my sole from the place that she used to stay
Who am I to the people that's on my page
So different to all the people I see on the day to day
I stumbled home from the studio that I built
Reflecting on life and then I can instantly feel the guilt
Slippery slope when the mountain begins to tilt
Got everything that I wanted but somehow I'm not fulfilled
My girl head is on a silk pillow
I watched an interview with Will and Jada talking about life
Will thought that success was gonna make 'em happy
His daughter made whip my hair then she shaved it, oh
Willow didn't wanna do it then that made him believe
Maybe we should simplify and live like Adam and Eve
Cause people taking bites from the family tree
I don't ever post what I don't want you to see
To try keep you intrigued
And delusional, that's the usual
You should know
I got a crucial flow
But I'm human tho, so
Get me another drink