[00:13.08]She said I'm not pointing fingers
[00:15.92]And he said yes you are
[00:19.48]'Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't
[00:24.83]If I told you I'd been walking
[00:29.47]Out in the dark night thinking
[00:32.72]Would you take as truth this alcholoics word?
[00:37.61]I can't change what's done is done
[00:43.47]But I can tell you this
[00:45.78]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
[00:52.71]And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying
[00:58.92]Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
[01:05.34]I'm trying
[01:09.79]I'm trying
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[01:19.96]She sat down on the floor
[01:22.61]And said I wish I was stronger
[01:25.81]Right now I feel fragile as glass
[01:31.28]I want to believe you
[01:35.43]Believe what's held you has freed you
[01:38.95]And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back
[01:44.70]My parents think I'm crazy for staying here this long
[01:52.50]But there's nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong
[01:58.98]I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to think you're lying
[02:05.57]And though I haven't found the faith yet, that I need
[02:12.19]I'm trying
[02:16.38]Oh, I'm trying
[02:22.43]
[02:25.78]He asked, do you want me to leave?
[02:34.37]'Cause if you do, you know I will
[02:37.57]But she said, much to his disbelief
[02:48.29]No, I love you still
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[02:56.70]He said I don't know why I've been the fool
[02:59.60]But I can tell you this
[03:02.67]Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
[03:09.27]Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying
[03:15.91]Said, I haven't been the man I want to be
[03:21.82]But, I'm trying
[03:26.35]Oh,I'm trying
[03:33.73]I'm trying
[03:40.06]Oh Lord, I'm trying
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