I loved this person who didn't love me
I stuck around, hoping that they would see
Unwilling to loose -
Reluctant to care
So confident in the substances we'd share
There was a ghost who haunted my head
Paid close attention to every word he said
Gave him perfection gave all 
I could give
But what he wanted -was for me not to live
Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You're pulling ahead - left me falling behind
BummerBlank and so beautiful beige and benign
You're pulling ahead left me 
I'm falling behind
BummerBlank and so beautiful- beige and benign
You pulled ahead - left me failing
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party and 
I was never the same
I threw a party
But nobody came
I threw a party band 
I was never the same