September 29, 1984 
Dear so and so 
Gather me up because 
I'm lost Or 
I'm back where 
I started from 
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground 
I might cry 
I won't go home 
I am turning up in circles 
And I'm spinning on my knuckles 
Don't forget that there are circles left undone 
And very close to me 
Forgive me comfort me 
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground 
There's a blanket wrapped around my head 
I'm moving in a line that's shaped like this 
I'm holding in my breath 
I have a room 
Can you tell if 
I am lying 
Don't forget 
I'm living inside the space where walls and floor meet 
There's a box insied my chest 
An animal stuffed with my frustrations 
Can you hear me? 
Don't forget that 
I'm alone when you're away 
You make me act like other people do forgive me 
Comfort me 
You comfort me 
You make me die 
I'm gonna cry 
I won't go home 
Don't kill the god of sadness 
Just don't let her get you down 
See the man inside this book 
I read can't handle his own head 
So what the hell am 
I supposed to do ? 
I wonder how he died 
My hands are shaking don't you love me anymore 
I only need a person, keep my shoulders 
Stand around lie down move your hand above the floor 
Gather me up because 
I'm lost Or 
I'm back where 
I started from 
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground 
I'm gonna cry you look for me 
Love Kristin 
P.S. keep them coming