作词 : Drippy Eric/xxxmiracle 作曲 : Drippy Eric/xxxmiracle Verse 1 (eRIC李羽昊) I gotta lit a cig or wee before I fall asleep(每到夜里总是睡不着) he never takes a seat, suffer deeply, mentally sick(看着他坐立不安) it‘s ironic everything is managed by destiny (一切都是命运的安排) demonic madness be like war world 2 in history(怒火像战争一样随时爆发) there is no peace all, he builds is a relic sea(没有和平只剩下酷海) call a police, need some helps to let us free(渴望有谁能帮助帮帮我) lock myself in the room, I couldn't find the key(把自己困住,走不出去) all I care is she, trynna provide croissants properly(担心着别人) reality is killing me, I see how the world becomes mystery(现实在捉弄着我) guaranty peacefully, but the lie creates calamity(谎言终会识破) give up communications, brain dead, causing hallucination (无法正常的沟通) anxiety, depression, widespread hatreds, aggregation (恨和压力不停的蔓延) so what I gonna do, just let me hit the Juul, I am sick of dejavu, I ain't see no fxxkin truth (不知道如何是好) don't be act like you the victim(都在扮演小丑) cuz what you‘ve done is racism(我清楚发生了什么) we live in the tragic system(生活是痛苦的) profit,money,addiction(利益,金钱,上瘾) swear to god I love them, have no clue how to hate them (有爱也有恨) you work so hard I can see them, but I gotta speak the truth, damn (总是自己扛着) It‘s hard to keep, it real it’s hard  to vocalize(表达不出想法) accumulating the feel, pressure multiplies  (压力渐渐上升) I repeat I love you, I never wanna offend you(我不想怎么样) you put so much effort, I definitely can see too (能看到那些汗水) I am sick of violence, corruption, the scar is the evidence(只是累了) call the ambulance, eruption, all you got is arrogance(需要帮忙) this faggot maggot f a ***** like a iphone charger(想怎么都随便吧) Im gonna show you how my musics rip the vulgar culture(用音乐传播正能力) may go harder hater, I don’t even give a f about her (不在乎别人的看法) retard standard we are not the same human,kill me murder(也许不是一路人) my mind is catabolic, it certainly automatic(思绪异化分解,脑力一片空) look at the statistic, shame on you u hypocritic(看看别人还有自己) I will fight back, kill pain and drippin go flex(那些琐碎不会阻拦我) we gonna stand up grindin, miracle got next(随时与miracle一起站起) Verse 2 (xxxmiracle) 谩骂声总是把我吵醒 再每个睡不着的晚上 让月光照射我的倒影 带我去看我想要的璀璨 我脸上总是带着笑容可我内心挂着泪 没人能跟我志和道同是因为我犯了罪 我罪无可赦 很忐忑 不敢面对人心的丑恶 被染色 太感砌  在每个深夜里辗转反侧 好像被什么绊住我快要喘不过气 我在我眼泪里漫步里静静的朗读落寂 我不需要保护 也不需要你的伤害 我就要做少数 独特的俄罗斯方块 凡是接近我的人都全部被我消除 打败了虎克船长我就能够尽情漂浮 我不怕天 不怕地 就怕金钱和暴力 每个人都是因为这些开始循规又蹈矩 忘记了家的重要性都开始出卖灵魂 那些受了痛苦的人就只能死在凌晨 一次一次感到失望 所以把心里上了锁 我知道这首歌唱的 绝不止李羽昊和我 我同样渴望解脱能把我所有痛苦带走 我的上帝你在哪 我真的等不了太久 不忍心看她流泪 不忍心看她憔悴 不忍心让她的心一次一次被他揉碎 如果可以我会为了她 把所有拳头挡下 再微笑的告诉她 你的孩子已经长大