[00:00.00]Helpless - Snowgoons
[00:21.26]Woke up in the morning  wife's griping and *****ing
[00:23.57]There's no Similac for the baby  no lights where we're living
[00:26.19]No food in the fridge  this the tightest position
[00:28.76]I'm bout to lose my lid  get my sights on a victim
[00:31.43]My way and type of living  this sh*t has to change
[00:33.99]Shut the f**k up  I ain't fit to be a sperm donor snatch your chain
[00:37.29]F**k it  sell crack coc*ine  I'm telling you motherf**ker go rap for change
[00:42.72]Alright  look I got your point  I want you to know
[00:44.97]I'll be back in a couple hours  it's under control
[00:47.09]I run out of the door straight feeling lost as f**k
[00:49.27]What the hell am I gonna do  Steal an armored truck
[00:52.46]I walk and strut aimless as I fix me a plan
[00:54.95]Then I bump into Damon selling sixty a gram
[00:57.71]As I think sticking him up ain't the wittiest scam
[01:00.38]My gun clicks blam now I got his chips in my hand
[01:03.31]I feel selfish  think I'm gonna use my nine
[01:05.20]I feel helpless  think I'm gonna lose my mind
[01:08.31]Nobody else is here to help me stabilize
[01:10.62]I feel helpless even when I pray to God
[01:24.35]Now I'm patting him down trying to get all he got
[01:26.79]With no thought process of someone calling up SWAT
[01:29.41]With no thought process that I'm on my own block
[01:31.97]It's like no contest if I get caught up and locked
[01:34.58]Stolen for gwap I need all the dough he had
[01:37.46]As I'm searching through his jacket  what a police badge
[01:39.95]Now stop  no way man  he's a cop
[01:42.51]My knees just lock  I can't flee  I freeze in shock
[01:45.26]My Reeboks won't budge though I want em to move
[01:47.75]My mind saying to my body f**k run out your shoes
[01:50.44]Punching my tool I hear the sirens getting closer
[01:53.62]Why'd I decide to ride with my toaster
[01:54.99]Usually I'm cool and calm with my composure
[01:58.67]Stupidly I lose my mind and say it's over  it's over
[02:02.17]I take a breath  put my heater to my head
[02:04.98]There's no escaping death
[02:05.66][Chorus x2]
[02:38.18]I sit down next to Damon  put my gun to my head
[02:40.68]Thinking to myself all it takes is one and I'm dead
[02:43.17]And the someone just said  "Stop  freeze  please don't do it  "
[02:46.04]I look up  see cop cars and some DT Buicks
[02:48.54]All I see is a sea of blue  a bunch of guns drawn
[02:50.97]With a man in a stance  in his hands a bullhorn
[02:53.97]"I'm Officer Crout  wait  let's talk this out "
[02:56.46]I reply  "What the f**k is there to talk about  "
[02:59.09]"There's plenty to talk about  it's not as bad as you think "
[03:01.02]You don't know the hank man  you ain't my dad and my shrink
[03:04.33]In a blink my anger shifts from me to them
[03:07.07]He can see I won't feed into it and speak as friends
[03:09.63]An evil grin comes to my face  his eyes shocked
[03:12.44]F**k it  why not  I'd rather lie inside a box
[03:14.87]Take my nine  aim it at them as time just stops
[03:17.43]It's not a suicide  man  but suicide by the cops
[03:18.99][Gunshots]