[00:00.00] 作词 : Christopher Heath/Hank Solo
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Christopher Heath/Hank Solo
[00:20.02]Yeah, dear diary what a day that it's been
[00:22.17]I thought about my life, I just don't know where to begin
[00:24.71]Felt a lot of pain and strain its hard not to sin
[00:27.30]Thats the sacrificies and prices you pay just to win
[00:29.80]Yeah, see all this pressure man? It's building up
[00:32.63]I feel the panic and doubt if I don't give enough
[00:35.29]But what's enough, man? Because there ain't no written rule
[00:37.88]I feel I'm on the brink of something, man, it's like a pinnacle
[00:40.43]Yeah, feel like my past was a preparation
[00:43.07]All them playground fights, they're gonna see their making
[00:45.51]And all these late nights finally gonna see their waking
[00:47.96]Ever wanted something so bad you just end up shaking?
[00:50.55]Yeah, I swear down I put my life in this
[00:53.05]So many night I cried just to try write like this
[00:55.39]I felt my vibe had died, had to reignite the switch
[00:58.09]I had to ride the vibe just to rewrite the script
[01:00.54]And now I'm finally feeling like I've been resurected
[01:03.04]I spent too long trying to be somebody they expected
[01:05.73]Don't chase anothers dream for your own to be neglected
[01:07.98]Gotta believe to achieve, thats the best perspective
[01:11.02]My whole life, man, my family's been tragedy
[01:12.96]And it's a fallacy that everybody's mad at me
[01:15.51]I'm paranoid and sometimes, yeah, I'm glad to be
[01:18.00]Cuz' when somebody lets me down, at least I feel no blasphemy
[01:20.55]And I always have the greatest intentions
[01:22.85]Sometimes when I lie I'm in need of attention
[01:25.33]I'm sorry that I missed your birthday
[01:27.19]But I been in the studio making beats since last Thursday
[01:30.72]How my brother man, he just had a kid
[01:32.93]It's the greatest gift, they call me Uncle Big
[01:35.37]But since her birth, man, I've only seen her twice
[01:37.72]And it's trife, I swear down imma make it right, on my life
[01:40.76]But this music, man, it's all that I'll ever be
[01:43.45]And all this hate is a waste of my energy
[01:45.55]I think it's time that I face all my enemies
[01:48.15]I promise being honest is the base of the remedy
[01:50.74]Yeah, and I swear to my mother, man I wish I was home, just like my sister and brother
[01:55.47]And God knows the truth is I miss and I love her
[01:58.02]Next time, man, I'm home imma kiss her and hug her
[02:11.33]Dear Heath, first of all, know I'm listening, it feels so good to see you finally glistening
[02:16.59]Twenty two years of hard work we been witnessing
[02:19.18]It's too bad you missed your own neice's christening
[02:21.57]And it goes without saying, I love your workrate. If there's a competition or race, you're first place
[02:26.66]The difference between working hard and huslting is when you're huslting, man it's more than putting muscle in
[02:31.75]And I know you're finding it hard with all your family
[02:34.24]And deep down everybody has agony
[02:36.78]But you keep it honest, all throughout the tragedy, and people look to you for faith cuz' you take it casually
[02:41.86]But sometimes, man, you gotta know to let it rain
[02:44.46]I feel your pain everyday when you write a page, and times change but I'll alway be the ****ing same;
[02:49.40]Your biggest fan everytime when you touch a stage
[02:52.14]And you're the most honest rapper, undoubtedly
[02:54.49]So imma shout into the clouds, into the mountain peaks
[02:56.88]The whole world knows exactly what you're bound to be
[02:59.17]So just belive, my g, cuz' you're about to see
[03:01.86]And these kids need something to belive in, rappers these days ain't nothing but misleading
[03:06.70]It's crazy to think of the thing you're finally achieving, five years ago, nobody was believing
[03:12.22]But I know sometimes you find it hard to always take the stress
[03:14.62]Satan only picks the strongest, thats what makes you best
[03:17.06]Life's a test, I know it's hard to manifest, but try take it as a bless, and nothing less
[03:22.24]So stay strong, my g, through all the fear and pain
[03:24.43]A lot of rappers come and go but you're here to stay
[03:26.99]I never hide but you know your face, clear as day
[03:29.57]The real talk of mothers love never goes away