[00:18.73]How in the **** did I manage to lose every person I spent all my time with.
[00:22.80]Tryna create a connection thats stronger than time and that could be considered as timeless.
[00:27.87]It hurts even more cause I'm still tryna figure out where in the hell it went wrong.
[00:32.45]I don't wanna talk about how much it hurts to a person so I take it out on a song.
[00:37.47]I take it out on myself, I take it out on my physical and mental health.
[00:42.03]I ******* hate what I felt, I'm getting worse and I don't even think you can tell.
[00:46.71]I make myself wanna quit, filling my mind with a person I need to forget.
[00:51.54]Honestly I'm ******* pissed, I can't see the future but I never thought it'd be this.
[01:15.10]I don't really wanna try meeting new friends.
[01:17.37]I don't wanna waste my time on something that'll end.
[01:19.73]What the **** is happy? I can only pretend.
[01:22.10]Leaving it to God in itself is a sin.
[01:24.53]You're the only person with the power in your life.
[01:26.66]That can change for the better with the state that you're in.
[01:29.05]You're the only person that can give your life a purpose on this earth.
[01:32.00]And make it all worth it again.
[01:33.95]I don't wanna feel this pain.
[01:36.04]I don't wanna play this game.
[01:38.65]I don't wanna keep writing songs that're sad.
[01:40.93]I just want my life to change.
[01:43.50]I just don't wanna let life slip away, and die with a void of regret.
[01:47.89]I don't wanna keep waking up and not get out of bed because I'm too upset.